fruition

totally confused. sick, alone, sad. what is right, what is wrong? I need change. my world to change. but I remember:

Blue sky when you gonna learn to rain?
And let yourself go blue for once
And let go of the weight you've been carrying
In this house, no one goes to sleep for days,
Its like were working on a mountainside
Trying not to slide,
Into the ocean,

I can take care of you
But only if you want
I'm strong enough to carry you
Across the icy lake, across the icy lake
But I cant fight your blues,
Cause I know I'll lose
What's left of my mind
I cant win,
But for you I will try
My baby blue

My mountain is hidden in a pile of trees
And its the one I'll have to climb,
If I ever wanna see,
Over the ocean
Blue sky
When you gonna learn to rain?
And let yourself go blue for once
And let go of the pain?

You can take care of me
The way I'd like to feel
Underneath the riverbed
Across the icy lake, across the icy lake
But I cant fight your blues
Cause I know I'll lose
What's left of my mind
I cant win,
But for you I will try
For you
My baby blue

if you love him, set him free. if he comes back, it's love. if he doesn't, it never was.

det här är bara galet. och jag gillar inte den här känslan. behöver något att tro på. behöver känna mig viktig, få göra spännande saker och vara behövd. jag gillar inte att vara ensam. vem ska trösta knyttet..

ny lugg, nya ögon, nygammal, omsydd stor t-shirt. och jag är så glad, så glad.